so im really upset right now. I got a phone call from christopher.. and he broke to me the news about prom... we arent riding in a limo... (i dont care, thats doesnt bother me) .. instead we are riding in his fathers truck..(again i dont care) ... we arent going our to the resteraunt (once again i dont care about that) ... he isnt getting a tux (i dont care about that) ... now comes the part where i am upset... he is wearing a grey suit... GREY..... when he knows the colors of my dresses... they wont match... he knows.. and i told him it wont look right... and he doesnt care... i am upset about that!!!! .. why grey?.. why couldnt he just wear black... its probably less expensive... and the other thing that bothers me.. he doesnt really seem to care. And i am working my tail off so i can offord this stuff.. i have been working over time.. i have been driving everywhere trying to get money.. i spend all my afterschool hours trying to earn cash so he will have a good time... washing cars.. cleaning pools... just so i can get the things we need... or want... and now i feel like a complete idiot.. because i spent all this money.. on dresses, hair, makeup..... shoes... all kinds of stuff... and when i am standing next to him at prom and banquet... everyone is going to be thinking... she sooo does not match him.. and she is really overdressed.... what the heck am i doing right now... i want so bad just to tell him how i feel... i feel like an idiot.. he is makeing me look like i am a retard... how could he do that... i am working so hard.. and he isnt doing anything.. i am really hurt right now... REALLY HURT... i dont like being made into an idiot!